Hey guys. Saul here. Its been a while since I wrote an actual journal entry. I guess its because I typically dont have much to say, but today... I wanna spill a bit of my heart out. Err mind. Lately ive been very innactive here. Id apologize and say ill attempt to be on more often, but the truth is, I doubt that.
I have work on monday to friday. Im busy most of the day, and by the time I get out, im too tired to do much.
Anyways. I resently turned 18. Last month actually. Thank you all who wished me a happy birthday. I really aprecciate it. *even if im late to say so*
Now that im 18, ive realized there are many things I need to change about my life, just like I realize there are many things I want to do.
For starters, im not attending college this semester. Im taking a break. Ill be working anyways. Ill get back to school im january.
Ugh, im very bad at writing these things... so.. this likely wont make much sense from this point on. <\b>
So over the last couple of weeks ive come to realize that there are many things I want to do. From improving my Drawing and coloring skills, to making youtube videos, to writing a random to post here. You know the usual stuff.
Its been a thing for me for a while, making youtube videos. Ive wanted to do it for the longest time. Ive had all and many opportunities to do so, I simply do not know what to say in videos. What to make them about. Sitting infront of a camera and talking away at random seems fun, until you actually sit down and attempt it. Your mind goes blank.
Why am I telling you guys this? Because, even though I have a dificulty in doing so... ive decided I will start. Who cares if my videos are crappy and make no sense. I still want to do it. I just, need to find something to talk about. Anyone have any ideas? Hah.
Next, I resently left online/written roleplay. It took up too much of my time and many of the ones I was in died. I want to believe I havent grown out of it. Perhaps I have. Still my mind is full
Of stories and things I wamt to share, write down and do something about. That is why I want to begin writing short stories to post here on DA. Although im not so sure what id want to make the stories/story about, I do know ill need more characters. Id love to incorporate some of my friend's OCs into my stories once I decide what to write about. I bet it would be easier to have characters come to life in a story than going out to find an rp to do it with.
Now as for drawing, it has to do with the writing. I typically base my drawings on roleplays. Thats what most of my stuff is inoired by, well... I want new inspiration, so thenwriting will help me draw more. Thats why id love to incorporate some friends Ocs into the story. (When I decide).
Over all, I want to be more active in the least active ways possible. So. Im gonna go record my first youtube video in a couple of mins/hours. Ill upload the last doodles I have in my files... and ill start brain storming. Now. Id love to get feed back from people. I noticed I have watchers but I seldom talk to any of them. So, come on people. Lets talk. I dont like this silent wall between us. Tell me what you think I should do my videos on. Or drawings. Or the story. Give me you guys opinions!
....anyways... yeah, that is somwhat all I wanted to say... Saul out.